Filling up by letting go

At last, I was in control. How? I let go.

I forgot to roast coffee the night before and we had run out. Rather than lament the time that would be lost to roasting that morning, I merely decided I would roast coffee and I would still have enough time to relax. And so it was. I had more time than usual, even though I got up no earlier than usual and did not pare down any of my morning routines.

I had left a small skirmish on the field of battle at work on Friday. A communication between me and one of the district employees had continued to provide ample frustration due to unresolved technical issues. However, on the aforementioned morning I decided to make a request as to the type of communication I wanted to receive from this person. The person complied rather agreeably. My contact with them later in the morning was not only diplomatic, but it was rather affable.

I had vanquished the enemies of frustration and communication by redefining them. I tore the nomenclature from their lapels which I had originally given them and replaced them with tags and titles that reflected who I wanted to be in the moment. People who I encountered that had a grumbly disposition were no longer reflections of the assumption that I was the source of their temperament.

I had loosened the grip on the moment that kept popping from my grasp like a bar of soap. My own mood was no longer subject to the upcoming vacation dangling from the string tied to the stick extended in front of me. I realized if I truly appreciated the day, the moment, the person I am, I would not have a need to attribute my current state to any person or situation or outside factor.

I let go, then I found I had it all.

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David Dear

David Dear suddenly became interested in the exploration of metaphysics shortly after the Harmonic Convergence of 1987. Over the next 25 years he became proficient in reading Tarot and astrological natal charts, learned past life regression and Thought Field Therapy, and became attuned in Chios and is a Usui Reiki master. David has the innate ability to perceive aspects of reality on a multidimensional level and is naturally telepathic. He has a bachelor's degree in metaphysical theology and is an ordained metaphysical minister and licensed metaphysical practitioner. David currently lives in Tacoma, Washington with his wife/best friend, two dogs and one cat.

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